March 14, 2006
So, in this episode, I don't cover any news, no listener emails, and no listener comments. But, I do catch you all up on what's going on with me for the last few days ... not much really. I have a pretty much mundane life, and I kinda like it like that
Going forward, I am going back to Provincetown, MA this weekend for St. Patty's Day weekend, and I am so looking forward to it. I hope the weather is good this weekend. Obviously, I want to get drunk on both Friday and Saturday night, but we'll see. Maybe I'll get an interview this weekend. I'll keep trying.
So, I didn't talk to much about my trip into Boston last Friday to the gay bar called Machine. I was supposed to meet the guys from the Shockingly Tasty podcast, but they couldn't make it. Anyway, I had still had a good time. But something awoke inside me.
As I walked around, drinking my beer, I saw a lot of younger couples, and older couples. Maybe these guys were boyfriends, or just guys hooking-up. But it was the way they looked at each other that really struck me. I wanted (want) someone to look at me that way again.
But am I ready for another relationship? Is that what I really want? Do I really want to go through this process of finding a boyfriend again, opening myself up to someone, and lowering walls? Maybe I should stop slutting around, and may start looking for an LTR again? Time will tell, and then I will tell you. :-D